Nina, I'm glad you are on this site and found the other sites as well. We were also partners with Benny Hinn, KCM and several more, to our shame. Thank God we are out now. We left our WOF almost- mega-church too. Not too many friends now and we also are just reading and praying at home and reaching out to whoever we come across. We have a lot to relearn the RIGHT way. We are still looking for a church, but I will not be upset if I don't find one. Home based church worked in the early church. Maybe it can still work.